Giving credit where credit is due
Mistress Kimveri. Where to begin? This woman is so many things to me. She took a chance when I approached her one day in a chat room stating that someone told me I should seek her out. She provided me with something that day to show me I could speak with her, trust. She talked to "this stranger" on the phone, for several hours, while I weeped in her ear and on cam about how I came to find Gor and completely failed before. She listened to me open my heart as much as I could and I told her of my flaws and my hopes and dreams. She listened with an open ear and found worth in me, enough for her time and she spoke to the man she loves and they offered to assist me. She has since been so many things for me; my mother, my guardian, my conscience, my spirit. She has treated me as an equal when she speaks of me being a total woman and helping me through my co-dependency issues, and yet, when needed, spoken to me as someone presenting myself as a slave and reminded me, sometimes harshly, that this is my choice and to either do it or get the fuck up off my knees. She has shown me care, love, strictness, punishment, intellect, beauty, softness and harshness. She has helped to pick me when I stumble, wiping my tears both literally and figuratively. She has shared her hopes and dreams with me and shared what she hopes my future will be. She has shared her love of philosophy with me and encouraged me to read new and exciting things. She has shared cooking and cleaning tips so that I can be a better woman. She has been my sponsor while I've been going through my self-examination. She has swept my hair behind my ears and told me with kindness that I am beautiful and I have so much beauty inside me and that I'm strong and to just believe in myself. Simply put this wonderful, beautiful, intellectual, and caring woman has been my angel, and I am eternally grateful. I can only hope that our relationship lasts forever and that I do not fail in being the woman she believes I can be, whole. Thank you, Mistress.
Master Unbuilder. This strong man has helped me in so many ways. I've witness his strength first hand and seen what having a man like him as a father can do for children. I've been blessed to see strong children come from a self assured man. He has shown me how to interact in the position I have chosen by being himself and thus demanding it with his mere presence. He as shared some of his life with me and opened his home to me. He pushes me to better myself by speaking to me and in simple actions that speak louder than words. He has shared his love of the philosophy with me and enlightened me from a man's point of view. He encourages me to be the type of woman that can continue to serve him. Thank you, Master. Master Zedojehn. This wonderful man has shown me so many things. He has shared his thoughts with me and allowed me to share mine. He has pushed me to be a better woman, with the promise that I can be if I believe in myself. He has shown me compassion when needed and strength in all that he has shared with me by reminding me of my place in regards to strong men, sometimes -very- harshly. He has shown me words that have made my heart weep with desire to touch him and be around him. He had brought tears to my eyes, both in sorrow for displeasing him, and in joy. He has shown me my belly with the simplicity of mere words. He has shown me the type of man that I wish to be around and to serve and to please. To borrow a line and change it slightly, from As Good as it Gets; He makes me want to be a better woman. He has touched me in ways that no man has, he has touched my heart. Thank you, Master. Master "Tim". This Master has pushed me in a very different way from others that have spent time with me. He has tested me in patience in his word choices. He has pushed my mind in regards to my profession and demanded nothing but the best of me, not settling for me just accomplishing something, but pushing me out of my comfort zone. He has spoken to me of his frustration of me sometimes, but doesn't neglect to tell me that I've pleased him either. He has been patient with me and for this I am ever grateful. Thank you, Master ally{C}. This beautiful, intelligent, wonderful woman has been such an inspiration to me in regards to looking inside myself and trying to find comfort in those flaws that I have. She opens her life and embraces people with this almost infectious attitude. She has shared her journey of slavery with me like so many and I find so much beauty in it. Her piece on self examination brought tears to my eyes and helped me to find the courage to do my own. I cannot wait to meet her and I look forward to it with all of my heart. Thank you ally and I thank your Master, Master Cavalier for sharing you with so many of us. My ex. Some may not comprehend why I would thank my ex in my journey of looking inside myself, but I do. Even though many things have been difficult in regards to our breakup, they have helped to build my character. I honestly believe if she had not come into my life at the time that she did, that I may not have been here for I was on a very self destructive path. She saved me from myself in a lot of ways. Our relationship has changed now, but since I met her, she was always my best friend. I hope in the very least we can still maintain that. I would also like to take this opportunity to thank Wynn Data Ltd. for web hosting this site.  Home  Gor My life Essays Self Examination Quotes Music Resources Credits Links Email Other Stuff
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